Random Thoughts of a Narcissistic Gay Man

I have updates on my life and just wanted to share something that wasn’t all doom and gloom:

1. I have continued to cry over my southern guy into last weekend, but am feeling much better after lots of chats with friends, a bottle of wine and too many ciggarretes. It killed me not to text and beg him for another chance, another kiss, etc. But in the end I decided, he left and I really don’t even want to open that wound again.

2. It is funny how some guys can smell a broken heart and it turns them on. I have been hit up by two guys this past week that want my oh so not hot body in a bad way. LOL. I actually am considering one of these offers… it is an ex and well… it was good. Is that bad?

3. I work the swing shift at work, it sucks, it killed my social life when I had to switch… but there is a tiny chance I might get a normal human schedule again soon. So please pray to whatever you believe in that I get it :)

4. I am actually excited for the holidays, being single isn’t all that bad, one less gift I have to buy! See ALWAYS a brightside!

5. I am so thankful for my friends and family, they rock. I am a moody and this past week wildly emotional bitch and they deal with it, embrace it and don’t make me feel bad. I only hope that I am always able to return the favor.

… Ok, that’s about it. See, NOT a bummer blog. I am starting to feel like me again, that’s a good thing.