Random Thoughts of a Narcissistic Gay Man

So I’m really done dating, I’m finding it impossible to believe in love anymore. Nothing like sitting at work and getting a breakup text from out of nowhere… I literally had no idea this was coming. My heart hurts and I feel numb. I also feel so embarrassed for being so excited, for allowing myself to think that this wasn’t the normal crush feelings, that it truly felt like he could be special, that maybe just maybe I had found my guy. I can’t even really say anything negative about him other that a text to breakup… He’s a great guy that would be an ideal partner and that my friends is what makes it that much harder…