February 2012
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So...
A supervisor at work told me I should apply for a new position that is more of a challenge… I think I’m going to :D
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Susan G. Komen pulls funding to Planned...
I am apalled that this happened. I don’t care if you are for or against planned parenthood but removing valuable funding to an organization that provides screening and prevention of breast cancer for woman who couldn’t otherwise afford it is sickening. If you are a woman that sees this as a success, you disgust me if in feeling like this was some victory. I hope you think of all the...
January 2012
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Hello, My name is Anthony and I am a gay...
So the other night while I was sick, I was laying in bed and came upon the show hoarders on netflix. Funny thing, I had never NEVER seen that show. Sure I had heard my friends and family speak of it, or maybe overheard a commercial, but I never sat down and was like “Hey, let’s watch this show that will make me want to vomit.” So, needless to say, I sat down and had myself a...
Anonymous asked: why did you have to hog a good fucking url for huh? Couldn't you have called it "narcissisticgaythoughts" instead? I hate you fucking people, always stealing the best urls when your blogs are shit any ways
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Scramble with friends?
Jasperhale1984 find me, it’s my new addiction… Oh and apparently it’s only for iPhones right now -___-
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Random Thoughts at the moment...
1. I need to get my ass out of bed and actually DO something today! I am in need of a damn adventure.
2. I officially signed up for the Disneyland Half Marathon on September 2nd. That is lots of time to start training and get all sexy again!
3. I went indoor rock climbing yesterday, it was so much freaking fun, I can see this becoming a regular thing for myself! Who else is down? Also, it is...
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I'm not lazy
I just don’t feel like shaving… So apparently I’m growing a beard… This should be interesting… Don’t mind the patchy hair growth -___-
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Words with friends anyone?
Jasperhale1984 is my user name, yes I am THAT gay lol
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Before I head out...
I kept meaning to write a post to sum up 2011 but I will just have to do it tomorrow. All I can say from looking over the past year is that I am truly blessed. Sure, life isn’t perfect and I had my ups and downs but in the end, I am blessed with amazing people in my life, amazing family, I went to a place I had never been, shared in lots of love and spent quality time with those that...
December 2011
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Sometimes my heart aches for the guy I haven’t met yet, I picture him feeling that same feeling and knowing that I am out there <3
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It's time to share....
Ok friends, I think it is safe to share that I have now been 10 days smoke free. Granted if I die anytime soon, I may need to be burned in my house like Gilbert Grapes Mom due the weight I am putting on, but I will focus on the weight next. I am just kind of proud for finally kicking such a nasty daily habit! Plus a big shout out to my family (except my brother) who have joined in putting down the...
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“Some people enjoy all these curves, I’m like a roller coaster, I’m like freaking six flags!”-me while discussing my weight
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Um... Thanks....
“I have really thought about trying out gay since meeting you, but I would only try with you.” Do you know how many times I have heard these words, or something close to it from “straight” guys? Trust me, I don’t have a super huge ego, at least not at the moment. Perhaps, when I am skinnier and the moons alight, MAYBE. But at the moment, I am not feeling very sexy....
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I love S.F.
Yesterday we headed to San Francisco for Xmas shopping and exploring. Normally I despise that city but I actually really enjoyed myself. We walked from union square to pier 39 all over the pier up to the chocolate factory and down to the embarcadero. We had lunch and shopped, it was amazing. The city is amazingly diverse but not only that, all the gays make it feel like your finally home… I...
November 2011
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Dear Tiny spider that was in the shower… I didn’t need your silent judging stare from your many eyes when you saw me in all my glory. I’m aware my ass needs to be back in the gym. I hope you enjoyed your ride to your death down the drain… Bastard lol
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I am not sure which I am more upset about from... →
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Who’s down for a good old junior high makeout session? You remember, the 3+ hours of good old fashioned not sex lol God I miss kissing!
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So, this is where I went wrong. Best comment ever... →
I'm in a goofy mood tonight... LOVE IT!
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To the followers who have stayed....
I have updates on my life and just wanted to share something that wasn’t all doom and gloom:
1. I have continued to cry over my southern guy into last weekend, but am feeling much better after lots of chats with friends, a bottle of wine and too many ciggarretes. It killed me not to text and beg him for another chance, another kiss, etc. But in the end I decided, he left and I really...
So...
Wine should be opened on a special occasion… Apparently a new bottle of wine and a broken heart qualifies tonight
I have come to the conclusion that the dating pool of gays in my area are sub par… I need to move
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If there was a pill to block my feelings I’d take the bottle
P.s. to the followers I keep losing, I’m sorry if my emotions weren’t entertaining enough for you…
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It still hurts...
I read the breakup text again today and got that damn lump in my throat that no matter how many times I swallow, won’t go away. Last night I cried which kills me to even admit, I hate emotions, I hate tears, I don’t know why. I get uncomfortable when I see tears and I feel weak when I shed them. When I was younger, I was such an emotional kid and as I grew up I have turned into a block...
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Dogs make you feel better
I just cried my eyes out while my dog licked my tears. Like he was mentally saying “it’s okay dad, it will get better” he deserves some kind of special treat for dealing with my breakup…
P.s. I NEVER cry, but my heart feels shattered
Not cool
Almost broke into tears at the gas station, wtf?
I just...
Want to crawl in bed and pretend today didn’t happen. Yet I know when I wake up it will hurt all over again :(
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Ouch...
So I’m really done dating, I’m finding it impossible to believe in love anymore. Nothing like sitting at work and getting a breakup text from out of nowhere… I literally had no idea this was coming. My heart hurts and I feel numb. I also feel so embarrassed for being so excited, for allowing myself to think that this wasn’t the normal crush feelings, that it truly felt like...
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When dating...
It’s best to check your insecurities before you lose someone pretty awesome
“why are you glowing?”-coworker
“idk, maybe I swallowed a glow stick…”-me
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He said it first...
“I missed you…” while cuddled on the couch. Oh man, my heart melted! Peeling myself away from his arms was so hard tonight, I should have just slept over :-(
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I can’t get my southern guy off my mind. He’s the first thing I think of when I wake up, I get butterflies just thinking of our first kiss and yet have an overwhelming fear that I’m going to screw everything up O_o
October 2011
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Huh
It’s funny how when you least expect it someone good comes into your life, I feel so blessed right now :-)
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Go figure
I run into a group of gays I know while waiting on a date… Thank god they were leaving but I thought they wouldn’t that would have been a great first date memory… In other news this shirt makes me feel fat and I don’t look as hot as I’d like oh and I may puke from nerves : /
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Southern Boy!
It is funny how when you aren’t really looking you find someone. After all the drama that I went through with the last guy I was kinda seeing I was blah about the whole dating thing, plus I had my vacation to look forward to and didn’t want to have a new relationship. Yet, I had decided to throw the hook out in the dating pool, just for fuck sake and what happens the day I leave on...
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Now this is an interesting article! →